因為親愛的綺貞
我知道了groupies這個英文生字
甚至知道groupies帶有一點貶意
但還是覺得groupies這英文字很酷
當然我這輩子都成不了groupies
尤其是當看了Michael Jackson在1988年推出的Dirty Diana
歌詞裡的groupies是這樣的...

詞曲:Michael Jackson
監製:Michael Jackson & Quincy Jones

Oh No . . .
Oh No . . .
Oh No . . .

You'll Never Make Me Stay
So Take Your Weight Off Of Me
I Know Your Every Move
So Won't You Just Let Me Be
I've Been Here Times Before
But I Was Too Blind To See
That You Seduce Every Man
This Time You Won't Seduce Me

She's Saying That's Ok
Hey Baby Do What You Please
I Have The Stuff That You Want
I Am The Thing That You Need
She Looked Me Deep In The Eyes
She's Touchin' Me So To Start
She Says There's No Turnin' Back
She Trapped Me In Her Heart

Dirty Diana, Nah
Dirty Diana, Nah
Dirty Diana, No
Dirty Diana
Let Me Be!

Oh No . . .
Oh No . . .
Oh No . . .

She Likes The Boys In The Band
She Knows When They Come To Town
Every Musician's Fan After
The Curtain Comes Down
She Waits At Backstage Doors
For Those Who Have Prestige
Who Promise
Fortune And Fame, A Life
That's So Carefree
She's Saying That's Ok
Hey Baby Do What You Want
I'll Be Your Night Lovin' Thing
I'll Be The Freak You Can Taunt
And I Don't Care What You Say
I Want To Go Too Far
I'll Be Your Everything
If You Make Me A Star

Dirty Diana, Nah
Dirty Diana, Nah
Dirty Diana, No
Dirty Diana . . .
Dirty Diana, Nah
Dirty Diana, Nah
Dirty Diana, No
Dirty Diana . . .
Diana!
Diana!
Dirty Diana!
It's Dia . . .Aa . . .Aa . . .
Come On!

She Said I Have To Go Home
'Cause I'm Real Tired You See
But I Hate Sleepin' Alone
Why Don't You Come With Me
I Said My Baby's At Home
She's Probably Worried
Tonight
I Didn't Call On The Phone To
Say That I'm Alright

Diana Walked Up To Me,
She Said I'm All Yours
Tonight
At That I Ran To The Phone
Sayin' Baby I'm Alright
I Said But Unlock The Door,
Because I Forgot The Key,
She Said He's Not Coming Back
Because He's Sleeping With Me

Dirty Diana, Nah
Dirty Diana, Nah
Dirty Diana, Nah
Dirty Diana, No
Dirty Diana, Nah
Dirty Diana, Nah
Dirty Diana, Nah
Dirty Diana . . .
Come On!
Come On!
Come On!
Come On!...

Initial rumours at the time suggested the song was inspired by an alleged affair between Michael Jackson and Diana Ross, however this was later denied.In an interview from the special edition of Bad, Quincy Jones later confirmed that it was about groupies.Michael Jackson also confirmed this during an interview with Barbara Walters. (Wikipedia)

忽然之間
意識到自己
很久沒去忘記時間的存在
花一天時間去看一本書
很久沒去提起勁兒
花一天時間去收拾房子
很久沒去忘了時間的流失
花一個午夜狂追連續劇
很久沒去忘記時間的存在
花一天時間然後什麽都不想

而通常在我意識到這些時
總是正在處理著似乎不會結束的事情
或是即將要面對會讓自己精神緊張的事情

而通常在我意識到這些時
總是皮膚過敏症越來越嚴重的時候
然後心裡一直說著 holiday! holiday! holiday!的時候

忽然想到曾經看過一篇
MJ針對主持人問他皮膚變白的傳聞
MJ大概是這樣回應
"我就是面對皮膚問題,我也沒辦法,OK"

這時候我想說
"我就是失控的懶惰起來,OK!"
哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈(x無限次)

腦袋仿佛已經不能運作
工作上已完全沒有idea和邏輯思考
只能麻木的做著做著然後全都不是自己想要的結果

好希望能沉睡沉睡
一個冬眠期過後
一切新鮮甜美起來

時常會期待清早的天氣像剛下過雨的清涼

早上醒來就要去上班
去跟時間比賽
去搭輕快鉄
走一段路到公司
心情上還是會有一部分是處於"很不想上班啊"
然而在這樣的天氣中
還是會有一半的心情是屬於"非常美好的"

too young to die,too tired to alive.

我看見他們在我面前，緩慢的走著，像在散步。
我知道他們全都死了。我知道他們全都死了。
我想走近他們。
他們當中有些回過頭看看我，對我微笑。
他們當中有些在暗示我，想過來就過來吧。
我正打算邁開第一步...
突然間,一切瞬間消失...

我想我會期待看到自己的死亡證書的，
所以記得複印一份然後送給我，
還有我的身份證和報生紙。

Kurt Cobain Quotes:

If you die you're completely happy and your soul somewhere lives on.
I'm not afraid of dying.
Total peace after death, becoming someone else is the best hope I've got.