slowly......1028

需要一段療傷期

 

需時:也許長,也許短

 

與其相信有很多人試圖攻擊你的生活與人生；不如深信有更多人絕對珍惜你的才華和愛護著你。

 

What I enjoy most about performing is making people happy,

just to make a person smile means more to me than anything.

-- KING OF POP: Michael Jackson (19580829-20090625)

 

 

My Dear Michael Jackson
當我還在想些瑣碎的事，你已選擇離開。
關於你在我心中的獨特，我暫且不說吧。
而你實至名歸的榮耀 - "King of Pop" ，將永遠屬於你。

她束起了長髮也用髮夾把瀏海夾了起來
沒什麼表情的坐在床邊
雙眼凝視著門口
門口沒有人

 

我看著她
怎麼了呢
她怎麼了
我想怎麼了

 

還有半個小時
我就得起身準備上班

 

所以我想
蓋上我的被
繼續半小時的睡眠吧

 

我要睡了

走出房門
記得把房門關上

等等等

090606終於到來

感冒稍微稍微好了點

下午就趕去Central Market Annexe

看陳翠梅的[我的失敗之作]和James Lee的[黑夜行路]

 

電影放映後的導演Q&A時間

 

陳翠梅很小個子

開場前在我面前出現的她

我一下子認不出來

還以為哪個大學生

 

James Lee真的很高大

中場休息就在Central Market大門口巧遇他

他看了看我

除了被嚇到的一瞬間

我也很想脫口而出:李添興導演!

只是通常突然發現被人家看一眼

我就會縮回烏龜殼

我都跟我家的烏龜借殼出門

 

買了兩部電影DVD

 

 

和一本書

 

中場休息

到Old Town嘆杯奶茶吃個麵包

巧遇陳翠梅和James Lee

我進去時

坐靠近門口的兩位導演同時看了看我這邊

害我"小鹿亂撞"

心想:我是獨立電影支持者,不要殺我

 

 

我真的很窮

只是偶爾精神上很富有

從來就不是自命清高的人

其實我很愛錢

希望屁股能印鈔票

 

 

 

 

 

就這麽坐了半個小時吧
還是沒想通
其實想通了又會多輕鬆

 

看見一對白髮老夫妻
妻子提著環保袋
丈夫提著塑料袋
然後在我隔壁的木椅坐了下來
共享一份食物
分享就這麽簡單
只要找對了人

 

20090527

 

 

你笑了
我就什麽都對了
你唱起歌來
我仿佛看見你說的美好
只是仿佛的仿佛

 

 

 

 

All this talk of getting old
It's getting me down my love
Like a cat in a bag, waiting to drown
This time I'm comin' down
And I hope you're thinking of me
As you lay down on your side
Now the drugs don't work
They just make you worse
But I know I'll see your face again

Now the drugs don't work
They just make you worse
But I know I'll see your face again

But I know I'm on a losing streak
'as I passed down by your street
And if you wanna show, then just let me know
And I'll sing in your ear again

Now the drugs don't work
They just make you worse
But I know I'll see your face again

'Cause baby, ooh, if heaven calls, I'm coming, too
Just like you said, you leave my life, I'm better off dead

All this talk of getting old
It's getting me down my love
Like a cat in a bag, waiting to drown
This time I'm comin' down

Now the drugs don't work
They just make you worse
But I know I'll see your face again

'Cause baby, ooh, if heaven calls, I'm coming, too
Just like you said, you leave my life, I'm better off dead

But if you wanna show, just let me know
And I'll sing in your ear again

Now the drugs don't work
They just make you worse
But I know I'll see your face again

Yeah, I know I'll see your face again
Yeah, I know I'll see your face again
Yeah, I know I'll see your face again
Yeah, I know I'll see your face again

I'm never going down, I'm never coming down
No more, no more, no more, no more, no more
I'm never coming down, I'm never going down
No more, no more, no more, no more, no more

我不想再為此生增添些什麽
只想就此打住然後慢慢腐壞
並非已不再渴望些什麽降臨
該怎麽去敍説呢
我想這麽解釋吧
能眷戀的已足夠溫飽那剩餘的時光
在上天決定熄掉我眼前的這盞燈前

 

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